Think this picture represent me now... Lol... Now is 8.13am in the Saturday morning... Rare to see me wake up on a day like this when I got no lesson... Think maybe last night slept with him too early ler ba... Tats why woke up so early lor... But too bad I dun drink coffee if not I think I really need one to feel awake... Yesterday was his Passing Out Parade (POP)... Maybe that's why he was so tired... Can't sleep so may as well let him have the whole bed and let him sleep better... =) First time see him so tired... Hope he have enough rest today for tomorrow trip... As for his POP yesterday, initially his mother and I were wondering where is he... We couldn't see that well so can only guess which one is him... When I see the whole parade, I realised how different he is now... In the parade square, I realised that my little boy had actually grow up... Even though he is always full of rubbish and nonsense at home, see him standing down there really make him look like a grow up MAN... I'm so proud of him... Guess he was very happy yesterday ba... When we went down to help him put on his cap, he was smiling so happily all the way... Like to see him smile like this... So cute and sweet... Lol... Think maybe because I din ate anything for the whole day and after staying in the rain, I kinda feel very sickly in the ferry... First time heard him said that to me... Kinda feel very touched... He said see me look so sick he feel so heart broken... Wonder true from his heart or not... Lol... Ops... Anyway... After our dinner, I can see that he is damned tired... Heart still thinking wana go meet his friends... I think he abit you xin wu li liao... I really never see him so tired like this before lor... So poor thing... Now he is sleeping soundly in his bed... Look so cute and sweet... Better let him rest well if not tomorrow how to enjoy... Think thats enough for now... Later den blog ba...

~gonez to look at him sleeping... lol...~

EErrrHHH... Why do I have to wake up in this manner? Damned... Slept at about 4plus last night... Thinking of waking up late one but in the end lei? Woke up by the stupid drilling upstairs... Now I'm damned pissed off... Early in the morning 9.30 start the drilling... Liddat how to sleep? Kaoz... Even today feel like studying also very difficult lor... Lucky for me that I wouldn't be at home tomorrow... This is way too loud for me to stand it... Hai... Can't get back to sleep so wake up and do some stuffs lor... Just settle the problem for my dearly's camera... Now waiting for him to call me to settle the overseas trip stuffs... Lucky I'm having a holiday mood liao lor if not I think I will get out of the house later... Can't wait for Sunday to be here... This should be consider our First Honeymoon ba... I kinda feel very excited about this trip lor... Really hope that you will not find it sian to look at me for the 4D3N... If not I think I will be very sad... Feel so hungry liao... Just order Mac's Delievery... Hehehe... Think I'm going to eat my burger liao... Blog later ba provided if I still at home and have the mood... EErrrHHH...

~when will the drilling stop???~

Now is 1.33pm... Just reach home not long after my class today... Morning was running abit late... Guess what... I saw my bus coming when I'm still at e oppsite side of the road... Initially I was still thinking whether to run for it or not... But lucky me is that just that moments, there are no cars for both side of the road so i just dash across the road to catch the bus... Long time din exercise liao... Just by running liddat, I'm already breathless... Hai... In class, first lesson is always the introduction lesson and which is the most boring lesson too... Lucky that the lecturer is a very funny guy... One problem I may find is that he doesn't read from notes which is good and bad in some ways lar... Good as in the lesson will not be so 'dead', bad as in we really have to understand and know what he is talking about on e spot... He used back quite a numbers of terms in our IS notes... Think have to refer back to it again... Time to dig out my old notes... Before the break, I'm kinda stoning but after e break I'm able to understand his lesson better... After class, we went to the library to borrow our textbook tat is required for reading... Wonder will I be able to finish the book by a month or not... Kinda boring book u see... Hai... What a day to end class when it is raining dogs and cats outside... Lucky for me that I have sheltered walkway all the way from school to home... Feeling kinda tired now but dun wish to sleep because at night still got Yoga class... So I think I better not sleep... Maybe go read my textbook ba... Got so hardworking mah? I wonder... Lol... Tonight after my Yoga class den blog ba...

~gonez to read book ba... hehehehe...~

Now is 7.51am... Finally today is the day to report back to school... ISDM... Long time din wake up so early liao... Almost can't wake up... Set alarm clock to 7am in the end 7.30am den wake up... Feeling kinda hungry now... But also must wait till 10+ den got snacks to eat... A very cold morning for the start of the day... Hope its a fresh day for me... Thursday today... 2 more days to his book out... Hao xiang ta... Bu zhi dao ta ye zhai xiang wo mah? Hai... Dun need to ask I also will know the answer myself... K lar... Running late liao... Still haven't prepare finish den come in and blog liao... Hehehehe...

~gonez to prepare for school liao...~

Today the weather is so cooling and dark... As for my mood, I duno... Just dun feel like thinking of anything... Finally tomorrow I can get back to school for my student life... Everything will be a brand new start tomorrow... I promised him that I will study hard this year and I will... Dun wish to repeat again either... Raining heavily now... Thess two days had been raining all the way... How about your side? Will you call me soon? Sorry for my ren xin yesterday... Feel so cold now... How I wish I can be in your hug now... How warm it is to be in your hug... Wonder when will you get to know how long will be your leave after your POP? Think liddat next week den can get to go book tickets lor... If not den will be very late liao wor... I'm still wondering how to get money from my dad... Liddat how? Hai... Hope tonight can get to rest early... Tomorrow is a 9am class... Night time still got Yoga class... Wonder how it is like to do Yoga... Hope Yoga can let my mind have some peace... den wun anyhow think liao... Maybe should get those peace CDs too... Lol...

~gonez to find food to eat...~

Sometime I really wonder, am I a burden to you? Am I 'fanning' you? Do you feel restricted by me? I din know that my loving for you is a burden to you... If I know den I will rather not love... I dun wish to make you feel so tight down by me... You know I never mind you going out with your friends and not accompany me lor... I can jolly well stay at home one... Wo de xin hao tong hao fan... Nan dao we dui ni de ai he dui ni de hao shi chuo de mah? Tell me... Tell me how you feel... Tell me whether did I really did wrong... Ru guo ni jue de wo fan, wo ke yi bu fan ni de...

~dui bu qi...~

Just had a small argued with him... Hate it whenever that happened... Actually this picture can tell you truely how I feel... Sometime girls are just liddat... Whenever I have problem I really dun wish to let him know... But and yet wish that he will know... But he wouldn't know because thats him... I know about the insensitive side of him... Thats why I never mind about it... I only wish that he will be able to appreciate what I had done and try to do for him... I never mind not going out with my friends and just to accompany you... For you are the most important person in my life now... Why must you push me to go out with them? I dun wan! I just wana stay at home with you... Help you to fold your clothes, pack your bag and massage for you... I dun mind just staying there to accompany you... Why can't you just understand my feelings for you? I feel so deeply hurt that you dun understand lor... I duno whether you appreciate what I had done for you or not But I just wish you to be happy and carefree... I dun mind doing all the stuffs for you even if you dun appreciate but just dun use my good for you and shoot me back can? Not that you cannot shoot me but maybe today I just can't stand it ba... I just wish you to be more sweeter to me... You are not by my side most of the time lor so I really wish to be able to spend good times with you... I'm not taking away your freedom... If you wana go out or dun wish me to be by your side den you tell me lor... I wouldn't bother you one... I'll stay at home because you should know that I really dun have much friends to go out with... Sorry... I dun mean to throw tempered at you but I just wish some sweet talk from you lor... I know you wouldn't hong wo but just try can? I very easy hong one... This you should know what... All I what is just a little hong... Just a little... Sorry... I know I'm just too ren xin ler... Sorry...

~hope you will forgive my childishness and tempered... sorry...~

Today I'm so bored that I went to ilovemessenger to load alot of cute pictures... This is one of the picture that I had load today... I kinda like these kind of sweet and romantic cartoon pictures... Think there will be more to come in my future posts... Now I also duno what else to blog... Kinda sian now... This is my last few days of rotting at home liao... Thursday will be my first day of class for the year... Hope class will start soon... Come to think about it is that my library book is going to get overdue soon and yet I had not return it... But going there alone will be so lonely... Feel so sian about going there alone... Just like last time when I borrowed the book... Tampines is such a boring place to me now... Still can remember that time when I went alone, can't even walk there for more than 3hours... Feel so sian just to go out for 3hours den get home... hai... Tml den blog ba...

~gonez to watch tv...~

Today weather is just like this picture... Abit kau zhang right... Hehehehe... But its really going to have a thunderstorm soon... Weather so dark now... Think it has been a long time that I had seen such weather liao ba... Recently the weather is so bloody the hot... So many people are falling sick because of these stupid weather... Even me also fall sick... Really must drink more water inorder not to fall sick again... Hate being sick... But I guess no one like it either... Lol... Anyway what a nice weather to be at home and in bed to sleep... Hehehehe... Hai... So sad... His catty in his phone is dead... Sobs sobs... Age: 160... So poor thing... And now I got to start all over again... Too bad I can't load this game in my hp... If not i also can have a pet in my phone... Hai... K lar... Think thats about all for the moment... Later den blog ba...

~gonez to enjoy the weather...~

Think today my mood is like this grumpy bear... Maybe because I'm not feeling very well... Now the back of my neck is aching like shit lor... Hate to be sick... Feel so terrible... How I wish my boi can be around... Den he can massage for me... I know he dote on me alot... He know I like to eat sushi so no matter wehn my mouth get craving for tat, he will bring me for japanese food... Feel so touched and loved... Abit out of topic liao hor... Lol... Think I should go rest early... Promised him to rest early...

~gonez to rest liao...~

This is a beautiful and meaningful pic which I came across when surfing the net... 'A hug from behind'... How touching... I think all girls will like their boyfriends to hug them from behind... Its a very different kind of feelings from hugging each other face to face... This kind of hug will make the girl feel so loved... How loving can a sight like this be... I always like him to hug me from the back... I really will feel so loved... How romantic will it be if we were to be at a very romantic place and den you will come from the back and hug me... Wo kan wo hui hao gan dong hao gan dong dao ku ba... Hehehehehe... But nowsday, guys are seldom romantic... Everything also got to be done by we, girls... Hai... Hope my dearly can be more romantic... Maybe not have to be always but at least for my birthday can? Hope so ba...

~gonez to watch tv and daydream liao...~

Which Naruto Character are You?


First time putting this kind of stuffs in my blog... Often I do this kind of quiz or little test, I always find it quite true to what ever it is link to me... Wonder how did they created the test... Sometime its so true that I find it unbelieveable... Guess some of you all will also have this feeling right? Try it, people... See whether is it true for you...

~enjoy...~

This is another movie which I like alot too... Still can remeber that time I was so crazy over Leonardo... But now he look terrible... But he still look very handsome in the movie... The story was so touching... And again, I cried... Guess I had cried over alot of movies ba... Lol... My tears are like tap waters sia... Guess this is also one of my '3 easy' ba... Lol... Think I was the most sad when both of them die in the end... Why do Love always have to end this way? Can't Love be everlasting? Can Love be everlasting? I really wish to see me and him to be everlasting... I really wish that all couples in the world can be together happily ever after and ever lasting...

~may our love be everlasting too...~

Just watched the movie 'So Close' at AXN... Saw the part whereby Shu Qi was being killed and how her sister, Zhao Wei, cried... Duno why somehow I'm able to feel the pain and sadness that she is going through... And so I cried too... Just like what I did when I catch it in the cinema last time... I duno why I can always feel the feelings that is going on in the show... Am I too emotional? Guess I'm gan qin tai feng fu le ba... But thats me... This may be my good point and yet my bad point... I'm not good and never will be able to control my feelings and emotion... I'm always lead by it... Duno whether to hate it or to like it.. Hai... But I like this show alot... The technology and the action... Not a bad show after all...

~gonez to enjoy the show...~

Today is my secondary skool 10th anniversary dinner... I'm the second batch from Damai... So kinda very senior in skool... All the people there seen so unfamiliar except for our batch ppl... The teacher that I wish to see most wasn't there... Hai... She is Mrs Xie... Guess alot of teachers still remember the rebellious me... Hehehehe... Even those teachers that din teach me before also remember me... wahahaha... But guess the $12 for tonight's dinner is worth it... Not in the food wise but get to see alot of old friends and teachers... Really miss those secondary skool days... Still can remember alot of that happen before... The Damai Winds and 1E3 and the 4E2... Best time of my life ba... Although we can't really remember all our classmates names but we knew each other when we see them... Its was so much fun... Din regretted going... Hope that there will be more of these events to come... Maybe the next one will be the 20th Anniversary ba.... Lol... After the dinner, yun and I went to meet zhen... Up end in my place... Din have much things to do... Just playing around with our hp... Now that they had left, I feel so tired... Think will rest early tonight to go up darling's place tml morning...

~gonez to dreamland liao...~

Hai... Now is 1.06am in the morning... My hubby booking out later... Thinking of sleeping early but couldn't fall asleep... Lay on the bed for so long also cant get to sleep... Hate that... Hate it when you are tired and yet cant get to sleep... Maybe I wish too much to see him ba that's why cant get to sleep ba... Zhen de hao xiang ta... Hao xiang ta bao zhe wo shui... Think he is sleeping soundly now in bed... Hope you can have a very sweet dreams to bring you through the night... Sometime I really wonder do you dream of me? Be'cos I often do dream of you... Will I get to dream of you tonight? Hope so ba... What else to blog lei? hmm... Dun wish to lay on the bed and can't sleep and yet wish to sleep early so that I can get to see him soon... Hao fan ah... Shoud I sleep or should I not? hai... Wo mei tian dou zhen me xiang ni... Ni neh? Ni you xiang wo mah? Hui xiang wo mah? Think only you will know the answer... This is my last week of rotting at home... School starting next thursday... Finally the school term is here... Hate rotting at home... Aren't nice at all... Wo hao lei ah... Ke shi shui bu zhao... Liddat how??? Stare at the com aso nothing to do... Zhen sian... Think I better go sleep ba... Cannot sleep rest also not bad... Den my dark eyerings wouldn't be so bad...

~gonez to count sheeps liao...~

Hai... Today I got to reconfirm my class for my year 2, but a lot of stuffs i'm not sure with... Dun think I can take all repeat modules with my new units... Hai... I'm damned pissed off now... Feel so terrible... Feeling LOST too... How I wish my boi can be around... With his rubbish talk at least I'll be able to feel better... Better angry at him den feeling so lost without him when I really needed him... Duno what to blog lar... Hai... Hope he can book out soon...

~gonez to feel lost...~

Hai... What a day... Bad day for me... Got my results and I had did my paper badly... Feeling terrible... Even though I had already prepared myself for this kind of results but still can't help feeling abit lost... Duno how to react to the news... Hai... What a bad day for me... Today is also my first lesson of my makeup class... learn quite a lot... but too bad I dun have the money to buy the brushes and other makeup stuffs... Its very expensive lor... How to buy? Would you buy 6 brushes for $128? Hai... If I have alot of money maybe den I will consider... But too bad... I dun have... Lol... Duno what else to blog liao...

~gonez to watch tv...~

Darling... Missing you is never easy... I hate the feeling of missing you so badly and cant have you in my hug... Its terribly xin ku to miss you so badly... Hate those days of the months... Dun be mistaken that I'm complaining about you cant be by my side... I noe you aren't having an easy life inside either... I dun mind waiting for you and missing you... Just that sometime or some days I will really miss you very badly... Usually these days I will feel terribly moody... But getting your call I'll feel much better... even thought you will always shoot me and bully me with your words... hump hump... Ni Huai Ren!!! K lar... Got to go prepare for my make-up course liao... Hope to have fun...

~hope today is a better day for me...~